While I know it's a possibility, I... I'm not sure I want to get my hopes up. I didn't deserve the chance to see him again, and yet I was blessed with that opportunity here. I shouldn't take it for granted.

Yeah! It got all goopy and was kind of hard to clean out... Oh, gel is that stuff I use to keep my hair back. You know how it holds back all the time? It's because I use gel. It's a type of sticky substance that people sometimes put in their hair to make it not go all over the place. The other day, when my hair kept falling down, it kept doing that because the rain had made the gel runny, and then I had wiped it off, so my hair wasn't sticking back anymore, hehe.