It's not like I'm mad or anything. You couldn't have known that I was stressed about it, or...well, about the 'everything else'. I just...I can't balance it all. Honestly, if it weren't for the near-death experience and--at least on my part--that survival seemed unlikely, that stupid kiss wouldn't have even happened and things wouldn't be this awkward.
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It's not like I'm mad or anything. You couldn't have known that I was stressed about it, or...well, about the 'everything else'. I just...I can't balance it all. Honestly, if it weren't for the near-death experience and--at least on my part--that survival seemed unlikely, that stupid kiss wouldn't have even happened and things wouldn't be this awkward.