Anri Sonohara (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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soul_campaign2013-03-10 11:02 am
closedherheart) wrote in soul_campaign2013-03-10 11:02 am
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002 || video || 10th May
[Anri's been laying low since her last unintentional broadcast but there's only so long she can avoid having to integrate with what is her new everyday life. And since one of the two people she knows can no longer be found, she figures it won't hurt to have more people to turn to.
Rely on. But she knows what she has to sacrifice to ensure people don't figure that out.
Though this feed is intentional, it's clear from the way she can't quite face the camera that she's still not entirely comfortable in speaking out at all. But given the turmoil the city's in right now, there's only so much she can do alone - even if stray thought has given her a clue that there's a side of her not quite as departed as she first thought]
Ah...I'm sorry to trouble everyone at such a time. I know you all have a lot to focus on but Okabe-san doesn't seem to be around right now and there are some things I need to ask.
First of all...money. I've been doing okay so far but what I get from Shibusen isn't enough when so many places won't take it. And I'm not sure they'd be any more willing to take me on either. Not that I'm sure what I could do, exactly, but if anyone has any ideas, I'll listen.
Secondly, I think I found what I can do...I think I found why I'm a Weapon. But...it's complicated. I understand, but I'm also worried about what it means...if there's anyone I could talk to about this, I'd be grateful. If there's something you want of me to make up for taking your time, I'll find a way.
[Even if it means having to fight. If it's enough to appease her worries about what she's become, it'll be worth it.]
Rely on. But she knows what she has to sacrifice to ensure people don't figure that out.
Though this feed is intentional, it's clear from the way she can't quite face the camera that she's still not entirely comfortable in speaking out at all. But given the turmoil the city's in right now, there's only so much she can do alone - even if stray thought has given her a clue that there's a side of her not quite as departed as she first thought]
Ah...I'm sorry to trouble everyone at such a time. I know you all have a lot to focus on but Okabe-san doesn't seem to be around right now and there are some things I need to ask.
First of all...money. I've been doing okay so far but what I get from Shibusen isn't enough when so many places won't take it. And I'm not sure they'd be any more willing to take me on either. Not that I'm sure what I could do, exactly, but if anyone has any ideas, I'll listen.
Secondly, I think I found what I can do...I think I found why I'm a Weapon. But...it's complicated. I understand, but I'm also worried about what it means...if there's anyone I could talk to about this, I'd be grateful. If there's something you want of me to make up for taking your time, I'll find a way.
[Even if it means having to fight. If it's enough to appease her worries about what she's become, it'll be worth it.]
[Private for the rest]
Thou wert one with thy weapon? But it had a separate mind?
[That almost sounded like possession...]
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She craves what I can never feel. That means I can control her...at least I could. Now, I'm not so sure.
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She loves humanity. And she wants nothing more than to share that.
[And she'll leave those gaps to be filled before explaining them]
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[Unless she found that really embarrassing? But now, she imagines it's the way a knife loves a heart, or a bomb loves a crowd]
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[Demon swords only have so many options, after all]
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I can not say I understand perfectly how it worketh here, turning normal people into weapons - to mine understanding, thou shouldst still be thineself as a weapon, but I've no knowledge of others who take the form of a weapon already imbued with being and life. Doth thou knoweth if thou turneth into the weapon herself or just her form?
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Well, I know that various Meisters here have certain abilities when connecting with their partners, so perhaps thou couldst seek out one with a calming or controlling aspect?
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...I could try that. It would probably be better if I did.
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[It's not a solution, but it's a path to one and that's a start]
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[She's still getting the hang of this introducing herself thing, and having people care when she does]
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