text; 016- FEB 01/'10 - afternoon

[silicomb]

there is n0thing t0 be w0rried ab0ut.
everything will be
0k


it is.

[private; L]
i have a questi0n.
i think y0u will 0ffer a better answer than m0st.

Comments

[Audio, Private]

[dead_black_eyes]

I concur. I probably would.

[And this is before he's even heard the question. Cocky bastard, isn't he?]

[permatext, Private]

[silicomb]

[ he's not trusting him self with speech right now, nope. ]

i already kn0w everything.
en0ugh.
but n0t en0ugh.
n0t everything.
i need y0u t0 fill in the blanks.
wh0 is light

[Permaudio, Private]

[dead_black_eyes]

[L laughs. It's an odd, frenetic sound, ideal for putting someone the opposite of "at ease."]

Everything, and then enough, and then not everything, and then there are blanks? You seem a bit confused.

Tell me what you do know. For me to have a proper understanding of the absences, I have to know what's present...

[And what he actually wants Sollux to know.]

also permaprivate YEAH

[silicomb]

i kn0w he's y0ur cause 0f death.
and matt's.
and MM's.
and NR is inv0lved.
i kn0w what matt kn0ws 0f MM's suspici0ns.
and maybe s0mething 0f the n0teb00k.

wh0 is light.
what can he d0.
what is he capable 0f.
is he like y0u.

Voice.

[soulparadox]

Do you truly think so?

permatext

[silicomb]

yes
it always is 0k in the end
even if we can't d0 shit ab0ut it
why w0rry

[soulparadox]

That is a rather idealistic way to view things, brother.

[silicomb]

br0ther
that's always been s0 curi0us
c00l as the c0ncept is.

s0me0ne has t0 think that way
if n0 0ne else is g0ing t0 b0ther
then hey why the fuck n0t
besides it's true

voice;

[shihandai]

[sounds of a girl running, her voice is a shaky laugh]
Y-You think so too, huh? It's not looking like that right now though!

text; is the yellow ok?

[silicomb]

but it is.
it's just perfect in its 0wn way
n0t that i can see
n0t that it actually matters

voice; totally okay! :)

[shihandai]

[the girl sounds like she's biting back a sob but she instead just laughs again, shaking her head. oh that makes her dizzy. bad wound, bad. ]

So are you unaffected, I take it?

[powerdraw]

[Nothings okay
Nothings ever okay you fucking idiot just what the hell do you think youre playing at anyway
Is this supposed to be your idea of a joke you little
Why are you
You arent supposed to]

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Shut up
Shutupshutupshutup
You don't fucking know anything

[silicomb]

i kn0w i d0n't
but it's 0k
i d0n't mind

[powerdraw]

Its not okay
It will
n e v e r
be

o
k
a
y

Thats the fucking point and you just dont get it
You cant see it
And not just because you cant see
You just wont let yourself realize the truth

When you do there wont be anything to keep all this sudden baseless
Fucking
Optimism
In your grasp

It will just slip right through your fingers and all youll have is blood and ██▓▐█▒ fucking misery to hold on to

Then again Im sure you wont mind that at all

[audio]

[pmsgargoyle]

And how can you be so sure?

text

[silicomb]

i d0n't kn0w.
i just am
h0w ab0ut y0u

[audio]

[pmsgargoyle]

Such naiveness.

What about me?

text

[conduit]

[ ooc: Rangiku is slizzard right now so just assume there's some really weird drunktypos here and there. ]

It is?

[ why hello there interesting uncompleted sentence... ]

text

[silicomb]

[ ow his poor screenreader ]

it is
is y0ur sc 0k.
that was h0rrible.

[conduit]

[ poor, poor screenreader. ]

I'm not sure what an sc is.
Also, what is it? I've been trying to figure that out for the past four minutes.

[text] [please pretend it's in her color I am lazy]

[quibbling]

What is it you aren't worried about?

[text] precious luna

[silicomb]

everything.
this weird shit
every0ne g0ing c0mpletely shithive magg0ts
n0t much.

[text] she is the best homestuck

[quibbling]

Your writing is different. [And that is worrying.]

[voice | private]

[want_the_world]

No. It won't be.

We've been lied to and manipulated and who can fucking fix it?

Almost no one, that's who.

[text to voice | private]

[silicomb]

n0 0ne
we
?;mf,l
d0es it;';

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Does it matter?